Over before it even started
Emotions are running wild,
Depressive tendencies trying to get the better of me
I have been here before and I know I will ride this out somehow
It’s just a matter of time

Lots of questions running through my mind though;
 Was I really so insensitive to her feelings?
Were these times we shared just a game?
Did she really love me like she professed or was I just so gullible and naive, blind to her true intentions?
Did we change gears too fast?

I don’t know any other way to love though
With me there are no half measures
I feel the attraction and move in to make the connection 
‘Full stop Ninja’ that I am, cutting to the chase from the get go

Is there still someone out there to accept me as I am?
I thought I had finally found acceptance and true understanding
But it looks like I built me a house of cards
I just hate the way the cookie crumbles leaving a bitter taste in the mouth
Still feels like a dream and I can’t believe its over before it even started


I still don’t know what to make of this; a game? A scam?
I am so tired of this heaviness and despondency
The backwash of a love story gone south
Wetin man go do now?

Change? Yeah, most def, there are things to change
Its time to learn from the Yoruba parable of the thunder
A big sigh escapes my lips
It’s that feeling of misery again
Life would have been so bearable without it...

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